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If I Don't Wake Up in Your Bed

by Heavy Gloom

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1.
Sunday 05:30
We’re both counting gold Neither of us own Hearts turn into stone When routine becomes old Drive past that church Drive past that grocery store You feel the dirt Piling on our coffins Let’s just be real Let’s think aloud Communication’s key, dear When finding common ground It’s okay That you never loved me I never took it personally Just say it Cause I know you feel it It’s one thing to not be emotionally ready But it’s another thing to just plain ignore it And I can tell by your smile and the look in your eyes That your feelings have all been exported And how can we make something work If it never was broken at all? And why try to make something last If it was never there at all?
2.
I Hate You 03:40
Fall asleep pillow deep Scream the words you didn’t mean “I’ll take some pills to numb the hate away” Lie through your teeth and swear you’ll change Your crying out loud to nothing And your blaming everything I do on yourself Go outside and split a cigarette Argue value over bus tickets Take to the snow, it’s not your fault I swear your not a bi polar piece of shit I’ll pack your things in a grocery bag your rings are on my dresser drawer Appreciation won’t suffice I’d have to slit my throat in an attempt at being nice And she said You took my records You stole my heart And I hate you I made you stable I gave you art And I hate you I swear I fucking hate you I gave you feeling You gave me nothing And I hate you I’m left with pennies in my bank account And it’s your fault It’s all our fault
3.
Barricades 05:00
I’m skipping dates To get past the time And I’m stealing food from work Just to get by I’ve been sleeping through the day And smoking through the night I haven’t seen the sunlight Since 2009 I wake up to sunsets And watch it arise And when I retire It burns through my eyes Money spent from cigarrettes The ash of my pay My eyes will fade to yellow And I’d kill myself, but I’m too afraid And all of my clothes Piled up on the floor Building up a barricade to seal up my door I can’t remember how to feel anymore So I’ll seclude to my room And block out the world One meal a day So I can pay rent And I haven’t called my mother Since god knows when I don’t make an effort To stay in touch with friends And I don’t have the room To let anyone else in And all of my bills They cease to be paid My debt’s never ending, like the shore of the bay When I close my eyes, I just see your face Standing by the seaside as I’m washed away And I can’t be sure But I’m fairly certain I haven’t felt like this before Try to bargin with the devil but my cries are ignored And I can’t get into heaven cause I was never born The only place I belong These four concrete walls And if I don’t wake up in your bed I don’t wanna wake up at all
4.
The last time that I saw you we were in your best friend’s bathroom And I tried to mummer out an apology For all the shitty things I’ve done for the past months And the room was collapsing on itself So as we stand outside And attempt to say our goodbyes i could try and kiss you one last time Or not be a selfish asshole for once in my godforsaken life And if I’m dead when you get back Know I cherished what we had I loved you to the moon and back Even if you hate me now And I’m sorry Kenny for ruining your party and making you cry But i swear it’ll be the last time And you’ll be better off without me in your life I know I’ll be okay someday, but right now I’m just fine You’ve got the ocean in your eyes and God in your heart And I hope that light will keep you from the dark

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A collection of songs chronicling what one goes through during the aftermath of a failed relationship

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released April 29, 2016

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Bob Calwell- guitar, bass, vocals, keys
Jameson Wolfe - percussion
Michael Hansford- vocals on tracks 1, 2. keys on track 1, 4

All songs written and composed by Bob Calwell

Produced by Preston Ell, Michael Hansford, and Bob Calwell
Recorded, engineered, mixed and mastered by Preston Ell at Satan's Cove and Heaven's Gate, London ON

Artwork by Rich Weinberger

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